I've been having problems with my eyes that even when wearing specs, my eyes felt dry. "Hey, ur eyes are red" When i used to work at NRUC Income that comment can be heard from 5 different ppl in a day. But for em its normal and i have never take the matter seriously until last Tues when i removed my contact lens and realised my vision was blurred, blinked, put eye drops, still same. Experienced this before but its not been this long so i think its just my illusion so decided to wear my specs, man, it blurred also and its pain. So decided to just sleep with the bad eyes and tadah, when i woke up my vision was back to normal. Next day decided to wear glasses and of course theres lots of comment at work.

So today i took MC and went to eye center, no need to ask how much i pay, heart ache. Doc say as i have sensitive ayes due to my sensitive skin which used up alot of oxygen. The doc showed my inner lid and its all red and swollen. So i will have to cut down on wearing contact lens. Haiay, there goes my glamour... Wee..

Looking forward to weekend, though working on fri and sat.
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Hi there! Back to blogging as there is some love ones out there feedback that they are not able to know my well being without me blogging. Hee... So Sweet...

Let me state the reasons for my dissapearance:

• My PC is giving problem
• Tight schedule
• Don't think there is a need to blog

My momentum for blog has return and here i am.

Recently i download pictures but it just doesn't appear on my bloggie. That got me pissed.

2moro going JB with honey and honey's mummy to get his Hari Raya baju kurung then we gonna eat satay and his uncle home in JB. Wee...

I agree with cuzzie Sue, love is beautiful. I'm really in love with my sweetheart, going 2 years and going stronger days by days though as usual we squabble alot.

Yesterday after work at 10 go Mustafa with honey, had fun shopping but the terrible part is getting a taxi there, its like everyone fighting for taxi. tell honey won't come there at night anymore.

Gotta back to work...

Citygal outz...

Blogged @ 12:21 AM
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Its been sometimes since i updated my blog. Quite busy with work, most of my shift is afternoon. So ussually meet my galfrenz on Tues that is my official off day and spent a weekday with my family ad sweetheart.

I'm missing my galfrens, sometimes i wonder if they miss me, even with my busy schedule i tried to sms them. Even if i don't sms, i always pray and think of them but i wonder do they ever think of me like i do think of them. I believe they do and i really hope so. Its not the attention i want, i only want their prayers and concern.

I promise myself not to let small things get between our relationship especially the past but when it do, i'm the one who's hurt most. Sometimes i think i'm just plain silly, letting things that does not even affect the relationship merge in between. In short creating problem when theres none. Radiah move on, be thankful, treasure what you have, not everyone is as lucky as you. I'm afraid to do even a single mistake cause i can't afford to lose him.

Citygal outz.
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I am happy... My life is prefectly fine, a stable job, good colleagues, great family and friends and a lovely boyfriend.

Work... Theres always failures and discouragements, sometimes when work done is just not appreciated, it just pulls me down. Now i will just follow the flow, just do my best and importantly i have to do it sincerely. I won't give a damn on whatever negative things people say about me unless its really my fault.

My health, its really bad in and out. I can't eat much as my appetite is affected by the braces. Oh ya, i lost 1 kg in 2 weeks, great.. The braces are causing ulcers and affecting my already dried lips. But i have slowly adapt and explored the different types of food that i can chew compared to the first week where i can only eat soft and liquid food only.

Love life, me and him, we look happy, thats what people say. We are one crazy couple but no one knows if we ever had conflict. And no one ever know that once or twice we nearly make a wrong move. Behind our happiness i felt that something is missing, theres always a gap which i can't figure out what it is. But whatever it is, deep in my heart and i believe he knoes that, he is the only one i love and he is the one i wanna be with forever.

Citygal outz...
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The aunties plus 2 uninvited uncles and me

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How time flies so fast... Its been 2 days since i put up my braces and tomorrow i gonna be 22. For goodness sake 22! I felt like i still roaming around NYP with Zila and anak kambing... Hee... I miss NYP and my dear kakis...

Oh ya, brace hurts, my colleagues and families knows my suffering cause i have been whining. Dear went for reservist yesterday and will be back on sat night but last night and tonight he managed to go home. Wee...

Monday night before i put up my braces, sweetheart brings me to Al Amin for seafood and for goodness sake i really come there to have my final good and satisfying meal before my toturing braces. I was really surprise i can chomp on the rice without having much trouble as i used to. After seafood, we had fried ice cream. Wee but i dirtied the tables. Hee... Thanks dear for the great meal.

Tuesday was the day i put up my dear braces. Dear took leave only to laugh at me with my braces. My mum say i look nice, one of my colleague too...

I am just so sad not because the braces hurt but i can't imagine how long i can live without junk food... For the moment i am just eating porride, whipped potato, cakes and cereals...

Citygal outz...
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Finally braces is just a week away! weee... Feeling nervous but no turning back. Last week extract 2 teeths, today 2 more teeths extracted and the dentist put in seperators which is in a form of small rubber bands but its not visible. The dentist showed me the mirror to show where he put the rubber bands but i can't spot it maybe i was too nervous waiting for my tooth to be extracted.

Dear gonna take leave on the day i put my braces, weee. Brother going KL trip 2moro, been whining that i wanna follow but too bad all of his friends going are guys and i can see that bro really don't want me to be around for his KL trip, hee. I told mum that i really wanna go KL and she say we will go on a holiday soon... Hee.. Meanwhile i will source out good offer for KL or Batam trip, heee..

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 7:26 AM
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