Erm.. Sori noting to give u... Broke ahz... Me wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory,so must save... Muahaha... May u have long life and lead a happy life with the family...

Know wat happen yesterday... This AG pushed me man... That attitude guy... Hate him to the core... Oh Shu Ying... You are not wrong in giving him the name... If i juz can strangle him... Shortie... I'm much more taller than him and he have the cheek to bully me... Till i get my hands on him...

I hate this sandal! The strap is loose and i can't wear the shoes properly... u know the way to school,i tripped... Nearly fall down man... But luckily never fall down man... Dun even there to turn or look around... My face turn red man... Then whgen i was waliking under the shelter towards sch,a gal stepped on my sandal... Hate that sandal... Must do smthg bout it...

Siti outz...

Hey peeps....
Siti in the house... So bored... No job so study the whole day for 2moro's ica... But noting is absorbed... Haiz...
Last nite dreamt of D.... I dream that he called me... It was like real and sweet too... But i know it'll never happened... He's gone out of my life long time ago... Sumtimes when i had sweet dreams,i juz wish it'll come true although i know it's not possible... when some people say that their dream came true,i dunno whether they are lying or its juz a coincindence...
Neway,yesterday i nid to email to some company to ask for some details... For one of them i typed the wrong date... 32nd.... where got such date... I send to my supervisor first but she never notice... I'm dead meat... Coz the company never reply... The other company replied... Typing a wrong date maybe nothing for some people but for proffesionals it means alot man... It means that our work is of poor quality as we dun even take the initiative to check first b4 sending... Oh no... God help me... I dun wan to get into trouble... I faced enuf troubles man...
Hmmm.... I tink tis should be all,noting interesting happens 2day... I guessed...
Siti outz...

Morning! Siti in the house.... Hate mondays... My weekends ok ahz... Not tat interesting... Yesterday,Sunday go to Shameema's wedding. She's my junior back in sec sch... She's 20 year old but her education level is 1 year lower than me.... Hmm... dunno tat she's 20 until my mum told me... She works with my mum while waiting for admission to poly... going to her wedding is such an experience....
she held her wedding in a big hall like communitry center... 4get the name of the place... when we first step into the hall very scary... It was full of indian and the place is so packed... Worst ting nobody welcomed us... Got tis handsome guy ahz(indian muslim,muz b a relative) walking 2wards the entrance,smiled to us and do a gesture like a sign of welcome... he's cute man... still have the image of him in my mind... Luckily ana not there,or else she will also be drooling over him... muahaha... but we are still kind of lost... we stay rooted there coz it seems tat there is no empty place for us to sit.... i paise already coz near the entrance is a group of malay boys.... Seemed to be looking at us... malu.... but i dun care juz keep cool and smile... but my face started 2 change after some time... bcoz we keep moving here and there...
After eating we go to back stage to meet the bride... we had to wait as she was getting ready... Wow,she's preety man... Wear a white scarf and white blouse... She looks tall and thin and the make up looks natural... I told my mum i want tat mak andam(a person who does the make up 4 brides) for my wedding... muahaha... I manage to congrats her...
Earlier on she wears indian costume with sari all and indian procedures take place but miss tat... i manage to see the malay ceromony... kind of cute... got the compang all... ah yes... the guy looks in his late 20 or early 30s... he looks charming... he's always smiling... he doesn/t look like the type of guy who will agree on arranged marriage... maybe they are cousins and the marriage have been arranged for a long time... sweet ahzs... mayb they known each other well 2.... hmm...
klah... tok 2 much already.... but shameema's wedding keeps me thinking.... wat it will b like to marry at a young age...
Siti outz...

Sumtimes when we tink we are forgeting someone,it juz never happen... When we come across that person... We can't stop thinking of that person... But it seems that the feeling is thinning... That means i'm on my way to success(in erasing my feelings 2wards him...) muahaha....
Haiz... Sumtimes i feel that i'm not appreciated... Feeling down abit... She's always spoiling my mood u know... Am i hating her... Haiz... Dunno... I'm getting out of this place also... So let it be... But actually she's quite ok... She gives me encouragement at times but her bossy attitude that i can't tolerate....
But my group members do cheer me up most of the times especially chee hou and yi quan... They are a bunch of good frenz.... Yi quan is a good guy but when he's complaining about something he juz can't stop talking... Hope our friendship continues.... Muahaha...
Thats sbout it,want to check out whats my group doing later they say i never contribute...
siti outz...

Haiz... So tired man... Today my whole body aching... Dunno why... Yesterday never go out also tired...
Juz now go j8 with shu ying and hui xian... Me and shu ying go first... Hui xian meet us at the food court later... Its pack man... I bought a slipper which i had been eyeing... You know what that time i go with my mum its 12.90 bucks... Juz now i go its only 9 bucks... Tats why i have the instinct not to buy tat time... hahaha... I buy light blue.... Nice or not?
Long time never see him... Good ahz... So tat i'm able 2 4get him... I'm in the process... I dun wan 2 waste my time loving someone tat i know i won't able to get... I have done it for a few years... So i'm stopping it rite now...
Rite now i'm enjoying single life... As usual... Wah.... Now i can only go out during wkends... Boring sia.... Blame my attachment for tat... Can only go home at 6... How to go out like tat... Damn it....
siti outz...

Sleepy... but feel like writing when there's nothing to write...haha... nonosense ahz siti... klah..
2day wake up quite shock... The moment i opened my eyes heard my bro's voice... Wah.. so nice ahz u sleep until 11 smthg... Me shock sia... If i had known i'll put alarm... I rushed ahz luckily i have bathed... I will b meeting ana and reshma at 2 at amk mrt station... Can't wait... I cleaned up the kitchen... Have breakfast... 2 piece bread and milo... then fold the clothes and ironed the clothes... i end up reaching late... but reshma later... have fun with them... hilangkan rindu... not much handsome guys around... All karatz(useless)... haha... went back at 6 smthg... Hope can spend more time... but ana must reach home around 7 coz her grandma juz die... a form of respect...
haiz... miss them alot... love u guys man... muacks!
siti outz

Hey ya! Juz now my fen juz told me i'm in a chirpy mood... Don't she know that i'm always cheerful... But 2day i talk quite alot... Later got presentation only cindy soh and my group members will be there... But still i know i'll got nervous... Its okay to get nervous but i don't want my voice to shake...
Neway,i don't know why i kept thinking of that guy... He's attached... Its not like i want him to be my guy... Thats why i reject his love... I only want him to appreciate my friendship... I miss him... I'm always there when he had problem... When he got problem with his gal i entertain him.... Advise him when everything is okay he never even msg him...
haiz... I don't even think he will remember me at all...
Hey juz now going toilet with shu ying... To get to our office we have to tap the admin card first and only people working here may acess it... Ah,back to the story... Saw a chinese gal and a malay(should be,like indian...maybe mixed)... I rushed to the door and helped them to open... The guy gave me the sweetest smile when i held the door for him... awww... I like... Dunno why he's here... Wish could see him again... Pray for me...
Siti outz...

Today early in the morning got work.... Have to email here and there... Kena lecture with Cindy Soh... Dunno wat steam she go and check the attendence list because it seems that most of the students had signed the attendence list but the place was only 50% full... Hahaha... She go approach us first beacuse we are her team... Adeline,Selvia and Chalven had signed but they are nowhere to be seen... Chee Hou signed for them... Cindy got asked ahz who signed for them but of coz no one admits... Want to die? Team spirit wat... hahaha... U know i'm the decent2 type and is always early so my grp members actually chose me to sign for them... But i gave up on the 3rd day... I told them i will only help them one day... In the morning abit dangerous coz cindy soh always come in the morning... I go home early before but its a bit safer coz she rarely went up after 5... Today tot of going of at 5 30 coz going out with shu ying... But scared ahz...
Not much tingz happening so far... Neway ana msg me and asked to go out on sat as she needs to distress hopes she is okay...
Okay if something inteesting happens at orchard later,i'll tell u... Ya,i'm going orchard after quite sometimes... Haha... Bout 3 wkz ahz...
Siti outz...

Haiz... Its weird that i did not admire any guys for quite some time... I got admirelah but only admire for their looks... Its not the serious ones like last time... I gave up on guys... What for i admire and love them if i know i'll not get back the love... I lost confidence on my looks already... Guys nowadays just go after looks...
Haiz... everyone says its better to be single but until when... I'll also want to know the feeling when we are in love... I got to know afew guys but i don't dare to meet them because of my looks... Got to know a guy in friendster... Ya, he see my pic but it's different with pic and real people...
If you guys don't understand what i'm talking... I'll tell ya... I got buck teeth... I want to put brace but my dad say what for and its expensive... My family is average... I want to work but who'll do the housework... My mum works and always do overtime... Furthermore she has to cook at night... My brother hang the washed clothes everyday and i fold and iron the clothes everyday... i do have much free time but i'm afraid i can't do much housework as i always do... I don't feel any burden doing the housework, i kind of enjoying it...
Haiz... i'll work hard,save money and put on brace... haha...
k ten... Don't cry for me k,i'm strong... haha.... I just wish i have put on brace and i will feel normal...
Siti outz....

Hi there... Oh man, i really need a break... I spent my time today sending emails to 2oo+ sports and wellness students 2 times and the 2 times failed! 2 tiring times you know! After spending a long and tiring time on it my fren told me that i have to sent the emails one by one... Tanx gal... Today Y.J go Holland for World Music Competition... Good luck boy! The group miss him man... He'll be gone for 2 weeks,thats long... We have gone bonkers... The whole group gone crazy because of stress... My whole body aching... Today i wear all blue... Sweet ahz... Haha... I know it looks weird... Seeing a blue colour thing bobbing here and there... Hahaha... You know what... Maybe i'm curse by water bottles... I keep losing my water bottle and today is the first day i bring the water bottle and its goen after i'm back from break... Haiz... i'm really thirsty rite now... My lips are dry.... K,tats all for today...
Siti outz...

Sunday... A very boring day... The day when i feel very lazy to step out of the house. This few days feel so empty... Haiz... Wednesday i received sad news from ana... her grandma died... I know how much she love her gandma... Since that day i've never contact her... You know, i'm not good in words... I scared i'll add hot water to her scar... Let her be alone for a while... i know she need some time to herself... All of this is fated... There's n0thing we can do... We the one who's still alive can only pray for the dead... May they be placed with people whom ALLAH loves... Amin.... I hope her studies not affected... She's having her exam... Haiz... 2moro sure got alot of work....
Siti outz...

Tired!
Today quite occupied... Because tomorrow my group will be having roadshow at the fast food canteen... The purpose is to recruit new members and provide jobs for the existing members...
haiz... My body aching man... haiz.... i dunno why can't i forget someone who doesn't appreciate me and keep hurting me... Am i too kind or what...