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Friday, September 30, 2005

I'm not in a pink of health. Reach school on time. Met Chee Hou and Evon on the way. I think without them i will be a bit later. So tanx guys. Dun feel like going to work, my whole body aching and got flu... But i'm lazy to go to the Polyclinic and i'm not used to going there alone, the last time i go there was with my father, went i was working at KM. Dun feel like burdening my dad coz i'm not seriuosly sick, only that my body is aching.

Good News!!!

Khairul Anuar merge as the winner in Anugerah!

He was doing very well yesterday compared to others even better than Azmeer, the guy who got the whole package and the guy who everyone guessed will wins including me. The judge was praising Khairul. During the half of the show, Khairul got the lowest votes, i tell u he dun have much fans. Then a judge from malaysia say something bout voting for the right person and the end he has the highest votes not far from Azmeer and when add with the judges marks, azmeer and khairul are not the far. But the main thing Khairul WINZ!

All the best for his career.... I hope he will get lots of supports....

Siti outz

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Got the pics from Von... Taken at NYP Stadium. Dun laugh....

Running with full energy... hehe... Does it looks that we are running at all?

Aren't able to upload others maybe can by html, only von have the html. Juz now she show me i dun wan, mafan ahz. nvermind upload it at frenster then.

Sit outz.

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Hey 2day is the grand finals of Anugerah!

I can't miss it man... Got a feeling Syed Azmir will win but like everybody say we can't judge now coz all of them are good and all of them will do their best. We bound to get surprises. Khairul u go boy! dun dissapoint me, ur fillial fan. Geeez. Will tell u guys the news 2moro kz.

Neway 2day my Job Placement grp got gathering, as usual every 2 weeks they will go out but i have not have the chance to join them coz i nid to do my prayers. Hope they understand. Really hope can join in the fun next time.

Man, my links navigation not working, i edit the html already when i press save changes and preview, the links work out. But when i publish and go to the website, it doesn't work out. Must go to archives page then can, e.g go to the month of march or other mnths under memories. So if u wanna go to my links page, try this method. Sorry for the inconvenience. I will try to seek help. Evon i'll depend on u.

Yesterday go jogging with 2 of my daughters, Cat and Von, can see the pictures at evon's blog. I'm waiting for the pictures.... I managed to jog for 7 times around the school stadium, tanx to my daughters for the encouragement and our supporters, waheeda, shu ying and hui xian. Isn't it amazing? Coz i've not been running since sec sch, only got go gym, used treadmill. But now my whole body is aching, have to get used to it. Gona lost weight. U go gal.

Siti outz.

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

This is personality test i tried. Got the links from cat's blog. Kinda of true but the part is the seriousness of love, i strongly object, i'm seriuos in love k, and i'm the one who ussually admire people, not the oppossite. Hehe.... But this personality test is intersting man.This is the website, if u wan to try, coz its kind of true.http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Haha... Heres the pic of Khairul, yesterday upload but never come out...

He's cute right? But doesn't look that charming here. Got to know that he's from the same sec sch with Evon, so talk bits bout him. Hehe. Dun tink he'll get to be the first coz the other 3 finalists' fans are much more but luckily Khairul got spore poly support so not that bad.

Now i know how an inefficient worker am i.

Tis week we doing the report, turn all the done surveys into report. Man, i dunno how to put it in words. My english sucks. Neway found out that 8 of my surveys kena reject coz got errors. One of them dun have the name and number of customers written and some of them dun have the contact number written. Oh man, tatz bad. Luckily i got do extra so can replace. My leader have been bombarding me... "Aiyoh Siti, why like tat..."

I'll do a better work next time. I promise.

Dunno hows my aunty, she's in Shah Alam now... I believe everything will be alright.

Dunno why tis few days been kind of sensitive...

Neway, 2day my mum wake up late so she woke me late, 6 45. It was like havoc coz the whole family rushing here and there and we have to rush for the morning prayer. I pray first then bath, got time for breakfast and make up some more. Reach on time also, cool ahz. My bro ponteng coz he know he will be late and he dun wan to do dentention. Naughty boy.

Thats bout it.

Siti outz.

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Monday, September 26, 2005

Sunday.

At first, meeting my mum at amk interchange at 12 smthg, she will go there straight after work as we planned to go geyleng. But then at 11 smthg dad called and told me she will be fetching me and mum. We will be going to my aunty's house as she will be out of hospital 2day. Met my grandma, had not met her for sometimes, she leave with my aunty. Miz her lots, she's also not in the pink of health.

My aunty will be going to KL, Shah Alam for treatment. She's sent home from General Hospital as the doctor cannot do anything already. Went i want to go home yesterday, my aunt held my hands and told me to pray for her. I've been praying for her. Things will be different if she's not with us anymore... But everything is in god hands. Wat we can do is juz pray for her. I hope she will gets well.

2day.

Dunno watz with me 2day, mayb monday blues... Wish could take mc 2moro, dun feel like going to school but it takes some money. For me taking mc when we are not really sick is juz a waste and i can't afford it although it may cost juz 8 bucks. Anyway, i'm doing data entry for report as we have finished our calling so i'm not suffering too much.

2day got anugerah preview, dunno will be watching or not...

Juz hope khairul Anuar or Syed Azmir wins but Khairul the best. Not only he;s cute he got the talent.

Siti outz.

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Friday.

Take flexi leave, leave work at 3 pm. Actually supposed to present for the combined sharing session coz kene forced by my leader, one punch. But i also dunno why i like have the spirit to present although i know my voice will shake like shit.

Neway went to take leave to meet my fren whose father juz passed away. At first it was cancelled coz she never reply ana's and my msg but ten on the way to mit ana and reshma, ana told me she called and told to mit her at amk blk 303. I was a bit shocked, hey her father juz passed away, dun tel me she's hanging out. After a hard time finding the block, finally we met her after her gave directions thru ana hp.

The meeting turns out to be a gathering instead of a consiladation moment. We was supposed to comfort her but she dun seemed to need any comfortion. Furthermore she went to sch when she was supposed to stay at home as her father juz passed away 2 days ago. She may be upset and maybe this is the way to cheer up and destress but hey its the wrong way. She should be at home with her mum as i believe this is the moment her mum need her most.

I reali dunno wats happening to her... Saw her lighting a cigarrete and ana shrieks, 'nurul! u smoke?!' I was not that surprised, dunno why... I hope she will realised that she's going the wrong way one day.

2day.

As usual went to town with ana. 2day like have the spirit to shop, saw a nice brown pants, 14.90 bucks but i dun tink i nid it, i'm having quite a number of pants. 2day met 2 celebrity, so happy...

First meet Edmund Chen, yes, he's good looking and looks young too. He's with his children and maid. He was a smiling all the way.

Know who is the celibrity? A malaysian group singer.

Phyne Ballerz!

My fav grp seh! I've even bought their album... But they have separated, left Billy and Nine. Saw both of them. They look the same ahz. Nine is tall, he wearing a t shirt and jeans with a sling bag. Slack sia. Billy 4ever with his hat. They were with a gal, maybe a singaporean or else they will be lost. Hehe.

Ana was pestering me to take their auto or photo with them since i like them so much but malu ahz.

Hehehe. Dunno i shy gal meh?

I tink tatz bout it tok 2 much already.

Siti outz.

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

Hey guyz changed my blog. So how was it. Doesn't suit me right? Actually i dun like the picture though coz i'm not into animae(dunno spell correctly or not) but i chose this skin coz the concept is simple so it suits my personality. I will change th skin again sometime. Hehe... Coz i receive some comments that are not too encouraging...

Juz now on my way to the bus stop at my home met a group of ITE student on the bridge, actually used to it coz ITE student always alight at my bus stop there coz AMK ITE is near my home. As usual in the early morning i was like zombie. Dragging myself to school and without a slight smile on my face.

Suddenly one of tis 'jantan cabarets' shout 'Oi'. I persume he was calling his fren which was bout 5 steps away. So why did he have to shout so loud? I have a minor heart attack, unintentionly i stare at them and they were like giggling all the way. Never mind at least they cheer up my day.

Muahaha.

Finish my quota for DBS, 130 calls for 3 weeks but i know i hit more than that, maybe 14o...

2day got food festival at my school, going to check it out late...

Yummy...

Wow... My admin fren, Evon juz told me that i hav done 143 surveys... Wow...

Siti outz

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Tis few days been so tired.

Yesterday Nurul's father died. Tot of asking ana of wat happened but dun have the chance. Going to visit Nurul tis sat. Itink its more than 1 year since i met her, the last day i saw her was our Hari Raya outing. I hope she's okay.

Tis few days something wrong with me. Juz now i got do a survey with this guy, i go to the toilet without marking in the database that i have survey him. Back from the toilet call that guy again. I sense something wrong. He's very polite even when i say i'm from DBS, he still greet me. Then when i start to say my DBS dialogue, that is the moment he say, 'i tot u juz called'. Der. Its not been even 10 minutes since i called him.

Malu sia.

Okay, this coming monday will be the preview of Anugerah finals. Juz hope azmeer or khairul anuar will win. Geez.

Dunno why i'm missing him. I've promised myself to forget him but i just can't. I'll try harder.

Siti outz

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Decide to changed my blog skin been looking for blog skin since yesterday. 2day come across a very preety one but when i edit everything got error so changed back to old template.

Hehehe

Yesterday see Anugerah, i miss Azlin's performance but managed to catch her last few seconds of performance, it seems that its good ccoz the judge is praising her.

Wow my abang, khairul anuar power seh yesterday... The song pulak is my favourite...

Hehe...

Dun have cico at least have him. As usual azmir is good but i tinks khairul is the best. Poor Shakila and Suhana they do their best but are still out. Dun tink Khairil deserves to be in the finals. If he is good he can sing any songs that is given to him right? People pity him because he got a difficult song to sing causing him not to sing well. Actually i pity him too but its not fair for sgakila who have done her best... She seems dissapointed.

Because of the damn high votes khairil got to the finals...

Now left 4 hunks in the finals...

Never meet that someone for few dayz now...

Am i missing that someone? Dunno...

Siti outz

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Monday, September 19, 2005

Saturday at 6 something visit my aunt at hospital, she was admitted that day. Know she's having breast cancer but dunno really wat happen that day and dun dare to ask. Most of my cousins were there. Its been some time since i met them. On the way home then i asked my mum wat happened to aunt. She told me that infection has occured in aunt's body. It has spread to aunt's spine if i'm not wrong. I heard its quite critical. When i met her i dun even know she's at the critical stage as she was smiling all the way, chit chatting with us and even gave the comment that i have lost weight.

She's a strong woman. I hope everything will be okay. Everyday i pray to god to give her strength to fight the illness and that everything will be fine.

Neway i received a comment from my youngest aunt that i have grew thinner. It suprised me how she can see the fact that i'm wearing a loose blouse (kurta). That is when my sick aunt interfres and say that "yeah ah,diah thin already"

Neway my cousins called me diah.

Neway this implies that my hard effort of losing weight is working. Hahaha. Actually i never put that much effort. I only changed my lifestyle to eating healtily. Dun eat snacks too much, one rice meal per day and avoids oily food if possible(its a bit impossible though coz i love fried foods) and more fruits.

I'm too lazy to exercise. Used to go gym with ana during the hols but now dun have the time. Sometimes try to do crutches at night(semangat nak kuruskan badan)

Wish me all the best in my effort of losing weight.

Tanx peeps.

Siti outz

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Friday, September 16, 2005

Finally its friday... So happy seh. I need a break after all the callings. Actually i'm supposed to call a customer at 4 pm but my sharing session finished at 4 40... If i call isn't it abit too late...

Neway juz now got result from Ms Cindy Soh, the most awaited moment.

So happy with the result at first dun tink will get that grade. She told me i'm a reliable person but i need to be more independent. I couldn't catch her that much as she was rushing for a meeting and theres still 2 of my frenz who haven received their result.

Wanna chill out 2moro with two of my darlings but they are not free. They are forever buzy except me who are always free.

Muahaha.

Juz now met my ex classmate, wah she looks kind of different with her long hair.

Ussually i will be the one who will say hi to my ex schoolmate if i see them. Did i changed alot until they are not able to recognised me or they juz never notice me...

I juz can't wait for school to start. I want to study after a long time of not touching any books. TEP is so boring like no life like that. Not much time to socialize.

Siti outz

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Life is really stress here in CRM. Yeah we do have time to slack. Imagine making about 20 calls straight without anyone picking it up. There is some who picked up but even before we say anything they have banged down on the phone and some just refused to do the survey.

Juz now got someone say i'm wasting his time and this type of call is annoying, u know when he say this, at the end of the survey. Did i force him to do the survey? Who told him to do the survey at first... At first i'm quite hurt but got over it coz its juz my job. Anyway he's referring to this survey not me...

Hehehe...

Watz with ghostbuster? This two boys are killing me... Wait till i explode one day...

I dun feel like calling anymore... Anyway i met my target for the week, exceed abit also... Sick of callings. Juz now Ms Ng juz called me, luckily never scold sia... My fault never prompt the caller for the right answer...

Haiz... Will do a better work next week....

Siti outz

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Arghh! Ciko is out of Anugerah!

Sad sia... tak patut... tak patut... But i admit he's performance is not tat good yesterday but he's so cute! But he got a good voice too.

Rino is out! Haha... That is the right choice but he did quite ok yesterday. Suhana is good.

What do you feel when u asked a fren somthing like Hows the competition? The guy will answer then at the end he say thank u for asking. Dun he know that frens should care for each other and he doesn't nedd ti thank me for juz asking a question.

Am i being sensitive or wat? But when he said that i felt that he doesn't even feel that i am his fren...

Dun understand? Itz ok.

I wanna start calling now. Yesterday never hit my target.

Siti outz

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Monday, September 12, 2005

Ok,i get my facts right. His gal is actually taking o levels tis year and will be going overseas after her o levels.

Maybe watz he trying to say is he's been in ns for 4 months. Der.

Yesterday he got silat final tornament or watever it is. If he wins he will get to present singapore for sea games if i'm not wrong. Yesterday thought of msging him and asked if he won but i persume he lost because he didn't gave me the good news or he's buzy enjoying his victory moments.

Neway,last weekend was a tiring day. Friday went out with ana after school. She really shops at this fashion at douby ghaut. Then we went to plaza singapura. By the time reached home was exhausted.

Saturday went out with ana again and reshma. At first reshma is going to JB with her cousin but cancelled so she asked us out. We spent lots of time hanging out together, catching up with each other and looking out for guys... Anyway we are singles so we have the right. Muahaha.

Sunday went out with Geylang with mummy. Brother buy a levis pants for 20 bucks... Haha...

Today dearie brother will be taking his prelimn paper.. Dunno wat paper... Good luck ah dun dissapoint sister.

Siti outz...

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Yesterday was such a damn tiring day. We start doing our tele surveys, actually monday start already but we started doing quite late so we managed to do only for 1 hour. Got many experience. Some bad experience is due to my mistake too because of bad pronouncation and lack of confidence. Kind of got a hang of it but now i got phobia of calling. I won't know what to expect but most of them is ok. They sound nasty at first, asking me questions that are difficult for me to answer but further out at the survey, they turned out to be ok.

Haiz... Dunno wat type of people i will see 2day.

I need a break. Had planned with ana to watch the maid but feel like cancelling it. I'm afraid i will get nightmare man because everytime i watch a ghost movie, i will have nightmares sometimes i can't even sleep as the moment my eyes close, scary images will come in sight. How to watch like this.... But still i love to watch ghost story... Because of the excitement and mystery inside the story... For every ghost story, we dunno what will happen next coz it is unpredictable.

Life? Ok ahz... As i guessed that guy won't msg me again... He msg me only when he is lonely... Can tell him go to hell...

Siti outz...

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Monday, September 05, 2005

Oh man,help me i dunno whats happening.Yesterday nite amir msg me after losing contact for few months.I dunno whether i am happy or not at least he remember my existence.but i know when he msg me theres must be something wrong between he and his gal.He told me that now he is in police academy and been working before this.But wait, that he say he's in poly and told me bout poly life now he say he never join poly.The other thing he say that his gal now is studying overseas.She's gone for 4 months but what he dunno that i 've been linking his blog to mine and have read his gal's blog now and then since he had stop blogging.reading her blog i believe she's still in singapore.To confirm i just went to her blog and her recent entry say they went out together and that was last few days.

What the hell man.

Is the person who msg me yesterday is not mirin?maybe his gal coz he got say last time that his gal is holding on ti his hp.But wat for?

If its really mirin why did he lie?

Am i interacting with a different person? or i am juz deaming... couldn't be...

Argghh!

Forget bout this stupid thing.I dun wan to have a migrain because of this.

Saturday go out with dearie ana,darling reshma couldn't make it because she's buzy preparing for her exams.

Good luck sweetie.Neway me and ana took some pictures using her brother's camera.How i wish i have one...

Never mind..

This i the pic i took with ana and the heeren,she's the one who snap the picture,i couldn't coz my hand will shake.Good job ana.

We got take some more pictures but haven't download yet.

i wanna watch the maid but couldn't find the time...

siti outz

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Friday, September 02, 2005

Yesterday go DBS callcentre. Quite an experience ahz. As usual jing pei look out for handsome guys. Cat join in too and they can't stop giggling throughout the program.As usual i look out for guys too but give pririoty to malay guys.Muahaha...

Back to DBS, we are supposed to join in DBS new staffs for the induction program. So we are also kind of like new staffs but we are supposed to be observers that day.Despite that, we are treated nicely, theres no distant between us and the new staffs, we are treated equallly. Its nice being there.I thought being a customer service officer not that tough, i thought we juz need to know telephone ettiquette, information bout the company and confidence but being DBS the whole day yesterday prove me wrong man.The customer service officer need to go 2 weeks of traning.How bout being a customer officer after poly?Seems interesting,will give it a thought.Dun tink i'll work in the bussiness type of work, dun tink i can survive man.Next year, that is my third year i'm having my attachment outside school.Dunno how,quite nervous and scared thinking of it.

Neway my attachment at crcc1 is ending in 6 weeks man.Can't wait man.

Today is Arfa's birthday... happy bdae gal, wah 21 already... old...Muahaha.

Can't wait for weekend man, going out with my beloved ana. Need some chilling.But its better if reshma is around, what to do, she's always buzy man.

Siti outz

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