I nearly blew my top, i got frustrated, she may take it as a joke though i tink she can sense my angerness cause she started changing subject. It helps though, i got over it.
I dunno, I got so sensitive that a small comment can hurts but nobody knows... I got upset over small things lately.. But till now i'm able to keep it to myself. At times we got use to somethings that it doesn't hurt anymore..
Tolerence is the key to my survival.
Citygal outz.
Blogged @ 2:20 AM
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Wah finally my napfa is over but at least i knows now how unfit i am... Muahaha.. Can't believe i even failed to do the inclined flex arm. My body aches all over for the last 2 days, today ok alreadylah.
Friday after napfa went to amk central with zila and rachel for dinner. Saturday don't feel like staying home and i have been wanting to buy a small sling bag and lucky me brother is free that day. Morning he go for his bike prac lessons, man i dunno how much he had spent on the lessons, he's just on lesson 2 but he had spent more than 100 bucks. All the best brother! U go boy!
After shopping at bugis went to amk courts, brother bought a creative mp3 at 149 bucks only, sale ah and it is 1gb u know. And guess what, brother gave me his old mp3, so sweet of him, it came with a earpiece which he just bought but he seems reluctant to give me that ear piece... haha...
Sunday nite went to j8 with dearie mum cause she wants to buy a pair of shoes. Met azila, was quite shocked don't know she will drop at j8. She was like a young mother with 2 cute lil kidz, haha! Cause she was with her 2 niece that time. Met 2 of my secondary school frens... Such a coincidence...
My lovely dad bought us chicken rice, gotta eat while its hot! Yummy!
Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 9:37 PM
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Heya... Yesterday was girls day out... After having lunch at school, went to bugis with zila to meet up with arfah.. What a day, we walk so much till i was exhausted sia.. Reached gome about 9 something... Went to suntec city for the first time... muahaha... Went to the sky garden which i have heard people talking about.. A really nice place to chill out but i persume mostly lovers go there lah...
Kz i'm too tired to write... Let the pics do the talking...

My first starbucks drink... Can't believe i spent 7 bucks for a drink... But the ambience is nice... We make it like our home... Was shock to see a nypians working there... My drink was on the right... banana caramel... Yummy...
Was forced to posed at mrt station...
Wee... Up we go...
So tired waiting for zila to choose her ape shirt... I was enjoying my pie when someone snapped my pic...
Blogged @ 10:21 PM
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Skipped quality lecture. Slept in the bus like nobody business and oh mine the bus has no air con and my body was sweating like hell.
Yesterday went town with jia li, da jie, ying and small da jie(hui xian). Catch the 11 10 movie, da vinci code. How i wish i could see over the hedge! They are just so cute like me! Haha!
Da vinci code oklah, interesting but its abit conmplicated. Time flies vey fast. After that have lunch at far east.. Then go round2 look for ying sandals but she fall for a bag or should i say 2 bags and oh mine she took along time to decide btween a small bag and a big bag. Finally she got the small one. At the mean time we were also looking for a dress for da jie, she was force to wear one for her cousin wedding.. Poor gal. But none of the dress attracts her.
After rounding orchard, finally we decide to go play pool. Muahaha. Intersting coz me never hold a pool stick in my entire life and i have no idea how the game works. I was lucky to have ying, hui xian and da jie as my pool teacher. They are so patient and supportive. Luv u guys! haha! by the time it was 6 smthg went to mosque and pray, go back amk alone and then meet mum and bro and amk central.
Go home really exhausted...
Miss my sec sch frenz, ana, reshma...
citygal outz..
Blogged @ 2:58 AM
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Skipped quality lecture. Slept in the bus like nobody business and oh mine the bus has no air con and my body was sweating like hell.
Yesterday went town with jia li, da jie, ying and small da jie(hui xian). Catch the 11 10 movie, da vinci code. How i wish i could see over the hedge! They are just so cute like me! Haha!
Da vinci code oklah, interesting but its abit conmplicated. Time flies vey fast. After that have lunch at far east.. Then go round2 look for ying sandals but she fall for a bag or should i say 2 bags and oh mine she took along time to decide btween a small bag and a big bag. Finally she got the small one. At the mean time we were also looking for a dress for da jie, she was force to wear one for her cousin wedding.. Poor gal. But none of the dress attracts her.
After rounding orchard, finally we decide to go play pool. Muahaha. Intersting coz me never hold a pool stick in my entire life and i have no idea how the game works. I was lucky to have ying, hui xian and da jie as my pool teacher. They are so patient and supportive. Luv u guys! haha! by the time it was 6 smthg went to mosque and pray, go back amk alone and then meet mum and bro and amk central.
Go home really exhausted...
Miss my sec sch frenz, ana, reshma...
citygal outz..
Blogged @ 2:58 AM
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Biarlah Rahsia

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
berada di tempat ku
membayangkan pahit manis berlalu
entah siapa yang tahu

mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
berdepan dengan kata menyesatkan
takkan tugumu kebal
tiada pertimbangan

keheningan malam membangunkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiadaku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantasku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

semakin aku hitung dalam cinta
tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
hentikan kata-kata bertulangkan dusta

keheningan malam membangunkan
kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
andai kau jujur memahami
tiada ku menjauhi

dan kisahku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia

dan kisah ku yang masih panjang
menambahkan berat yang memandang
lantas ku pendam ku putuskan
biarlah rahsia
Blogged @ 10:43 PM
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I feel guilty for forgetting to wish my mum happy mothers day basically the reaasons are i rarely see her yesterday, she reach home about 4, then go out again for awhile to the shop, then she watch tv while i work on my entre report for more than 2 hours and then after doing our evening prayers she slept till 10 and i was bz doing my hw tt i 4get. But not only me, brother also 4get sia. hehe...
My cheaque is out but they expect me to go joo koon and collect it, xcuse me i lived at amk mind u, do u know the time it will take for me to go there and get back to amk? 2 hours! Only to collect that stupid cheaque..
Mothers day celebration was on saturday... It was fun...
Went out after prayers at bout 1 smthg with mum, brother joining later, then set off to J8 to get grandma a present, bought her a blanket. hehehe... Then waited for bout 15 minutes for dad to pick us up then set off to admiralty to grandma's house, poor grandma was alone. Then we ate indian rojak that we bought ealier on with grandma, actually we are already famished at thet time coz it was already 4 smthg and our last meal was at 1o smthg in the morning.
Then reached home at bout 6, washed up and pray.
Then we are off to Makmur Restaurant. MY TREAT! haha.. Coz i have promised my family i will treat them seafood but my budget is 50 bucks coz thats the only cash i have in hand. Haiz.So the service doesn't meet my expectaion as they areshort of staffs but since everyone was like in a happy environment, the place was packed with families celebrating mothers day though there are those whose patiently waiting for the food to come including us. We waited for a patient 1 hour, wow i was really hungry and i really was suffering from headache... The food was oklah but i njoy the foodlah. Yup the bill was 70 bucks and my dad volunteer to chip in the 2o bucks.. muahaha... After our meal wnt to hougang to oick the owner of the taxi, by the time reached home at 11 smthg, exhausted...
Now in sch juz now went to fork and spoon with sweetie zila for lunch, zila bought a brown jacket, lawalah zila... hehe..
Siti outz...
Blogged @ 12:04 AM
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Oh mengapa
Tangisan dalam kerinduan ini
Mmembuat hidupku tak menentu
Bak gelas dihempas kaca
Oh mengapa

Ku masih merinduimu
Walau tidak dijodohkan
Hanya suratan takdir yang menentukannya

Ku masih menyintaimu
Hingga ke akhir hayatku
Biar kusimpan perassan ini kasih...

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I had this habit of putting bdae alarm for the bdae of people who i cares.It was 9 smthg when i went to check my hp cause i have this other habit that is to silent my hp.So i saw something displaying on my hp.
Bdae alarm? I tot i had no fren who is born on may, yup got one actually but hers is on 4 may but i'm done with her so last year was my last bdae wish for her and so was her to me. Confused? itz ok, need not need to understand, not a big issue.
Back to my bdae alarm, was shock to see that it was that someone bdae, i thought i've erased it, i even erased his contacts from my hp, dun even think the number exist anymore. Recently realise he have deleted his friendster account...
How hard i try to erased him out of my mind, i just can't although its been sometimes... Now just looking forward to sch though sch been dull last week though i tried to enjoy myself, missed working... haiz...
citygal outz...
Blogged @ 9:21 PM
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Wah... Finally sch is here... I fel like its the first day of sch here.
Sunday went JB with my family. 2 hrs stuck in the check point sia. My face was horrible, with all the make up and sweat mixed up. i remember using up about 4 pieces of tissue but it doesn't help at last i give up.
2 people fainted sia. I was forcing myself throughout the queue... I was not giving the chance cause imagine u have been queue and people who arrived later than u are already at the front. My whole body was already sweating and when i finally rweach the counter u don't know how happy i felt. When the person in front of me was at the counter, the officer managed to whine his watch, even when its turn he was doing that, excuse me u are on duty, don't know whether he did that on purpose... But i don't care when i finally exit the queue i breath in fresh air... haha...
It was not a nice trip cause my family was rushing, the only moment i enjoyed was lunch at KFC, of course because it was my treat... muahaha...
Hey lecture starting...
Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 11:48 PM
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