Finally i feel the stressness of schooling. Suddenly i felt that theres alot of things to do and i'm really slacking behind and i meant it.

I'm really having mood swing last few days. I don't know whats wrong with me, i have been thinking lots of things lately. It seems that people around me all having problems. I don't know why i miss him and today finally he appear... Yeah i'm happy but not that excited... Haiz..

Did i hurt her? I couldn't know because she's already facing a big problem today, so she's seemed down all the way. But she seemed to be upset by my words but i know she'll forget it... I don't meant it, really. Maybe she thibks we don't give her a damn, we care lots about her...

I was mad thruout school, really destress myself. Saw my hot guy but who cares anyway... hee, he's not hot, he's cute... Saw chalven, he's cute as ever, remember TEP times when i used to disturb him, now only have one punch for me to disturb...

Citygal outz
Blogged @ 12:00 AM
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Its sunday. Time just flew so fast. I never had much fun this wkend, been staying home and facing the computer.

Friday met Ana but we do not have quality time together cause she's not feeling well. She got a job at citycab at customer service! Congratz darling. Neways she worked there before so they had no problem accepting her.

Haiz, i'm not feeling kind of cheerful today, i showed trantrums again to my mum and she doesn't seemed to want to talk to me just now. Ussually she will cool down buy maybe she's damn tired today. She's sleeping now.. I know its my fault but i'm just trying to help... This doesn't happen for the first time. I just have to learn to control my temper.

Am i missing him? why must i feel that for a person i just got to know...
I'm tired of hoping...

Citygal outz
Blogged @ 9:22 PM
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Finally i can blog. This computer kept giving me problems even till now. Got to know that my blogskin caused the delay in downlaoding og my blog webpage. Haiz.
Feel so tired, been schooling, going out and as usual doing my house chores. But since i started school i have not much time to do most house chores...

At times we just wish things will happen but it never happen. But then i never gave up and hoped it will happen again next time but it just won't happen. I keep hoping till i'm tired of hoping. Thats why i just give it up to fate. Let things come by itself.

Had fun at sch, been laughing alot but behind those laughter each one of us holds a sad story....

Zila's attach!
Wah i'm like doing the official announcement. Hee. Left me in the group who is single and available. They are now wishing that i get attach soon... Haiz, i tell you it will come though how late it is... Insyallah(with god's willing)

Its been almost 7 years we holds the friendship but why do i feel that u are going away from me.. You may not feel it but i could feel it clearly. Friendship is two sided, when its one sided, u won't feel the beautifulness of a frienship, u just get tired of mantaining it...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 10:51 PM
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Its been sometime since i blog. Been busy this few days. A few things happen...

Yesterday school started, it was fun getting to meet the crazy gals back again, my classmates and some few people... Hee...
Its weird that monday and tuesday we only have lecture and tutorial with a lecturer that is Mr Chay. He has a warm and friendly personality. I loike. This morning he was going around taking attentdance at the same time identify your face. I was about to open my mouth when he say you are siti, right?
I was like, wow, u remembered me? You guys know what he said,i remebered you, you were in pink yesterday, pink tudung, pink shoes... I was like hee... I bet half the class heard what he said. Nevermind, i love my pink shoes, though it seems that it doesn't suit my personality. Hiak2.

Last wk, a tragic thing happen. My 19 year old cousin died in a car accident. We were close when we were young but we lost contact when their mum divorced with my uncle and her mum took her. I only got to know of her death thru my friend the next day after her death at 12 45 in the morning. After that i just can't close my eyes. It kept me thinking that we won't know when is the last time we seeing that person or when will be our last breath. But all of this is fated.

Right now, just wanna spend time with my loved ones and studied really hard.
Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 4:40 PM
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My weekend was packed by doing hari raya visiting.... Really njoyed myself sia.
On saturday, my dad's side came to my house. Grandma was there too, dad fetch her from home, i help mum to prepare the dishes, mee goreng and sardine roll. Hee.
After prayers, we all set to go to my aunt's house, then went to my cousin's house. After that sent grandma home then went to dad's fren house. Wah, ate at every house, i felt bloated. All the eating doesn't end there.

The next day went raya visit with Ana. At first i was reluctant because will be joining her primary sch friends furthermore her guy is coming along. But i feel bad letting her down. So agreed to it but i never regret. Though have to pay 20 bucks for transportation because we rent a van and ana's guy is the one driving. Ana's friends all are damn friendly bunch and they can be crazy, man really had great fun. Though its the first time meeting them, i feel comfortable with them though i'm not in my crazy self. I ussually restrict myself to such behaviour to ppl i just meet. Hee.
And there was food at every house we went except one and i skipped the food at some houses cause felt so bloated seh. Reached home at 12 30, mum and dad was damn worried, i was the first to be sent home. Hee.
Where is he? Been few days that i saw him in msn...
Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 10:29 PM
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My weekend was packed by doing hari raya visiting.... Really njoyed myself sia.
On saturday, my dad's side came to my house. Grandma was there too, dad fetch her from home, i help mum to prepare the dishes, mee goreng and sardine roll. Hee.
After prayers, we all set to go to my aunt's house, then went to my cousin's house. After that sent grandma home then went to dad's fren house. Wah, ate at every house, i felt bloated. All the eating doesn't end there.

The next day went raya visit with Ana. At first i was reluctant because will be joining her primary sch friends furthermore her guy is coming along. But i feel bad letting her down. So agreed to it but i never regret. Though have to pay 20 bucks for transportation because we rent a van and ana's guy is the one driving. Ana's friends all are damn friendly bunch and they can be crazy, man really had great fun. Though its the first time meeting them, i feel comfortable with them though i'm not in my crazy self. I ussually restrict myself to such behaviour to ppl i just meet. Hee.
And there was food at every house we went except one and i skipped the food at some houses cause felt so bloated seh. Reached home at 12 30, mum and dad was damn worried, i was the first to be sent home. Hee.
Where is he? Been few days that i saw him in msn...
Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 10:29 PM
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When we were young, we always questioned ourselves, why can't our parents let us do things that other children can do such as going out frequently and going home till late evening.
We got upset when we got scolded by our parents and vending the anger by crying in our room and sprouting stupid things in between our crying and at most times we have the tenderness to fight back our parents' words and even slamming the door of our room.

But as we grew up we realised that there are always reasons behind every actions. Our parents wants the best of their children.
Now, whenever we got scolded for doing things that our parents dislike or is against with, there will be no feeling of dissatisfaction instead there will be sense of guilty. We will be scolding ourselves for doing such stupid things and even if we promise ourselves not to do it, there will be times that it happen again.
Maybe a sense a guilty will not be enough to guarantee that a mistake will not be repeated but sense of regret will. I don't know, i'm just voicing out my opinion.
Blogged @ 5:33 PM
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