Yesterday went to cikgu zaleha's house at potong pasir, a teacher at my sec sch who i have not met for 2 years. Hee. She kept saying i'm tall.. Tank u. Can see that she's aging. She's counted healthy at the age of 68. She still releaving at my sec sch.

After the visit, ana, reshma n me headed to dhoby ghaut, we end up hanging out at Mc and i thought i saw hafeez and najiha and PS... hee..

Got a weird experience while waiting for ana at AMK control station. A stranger who is working at the station(know tt thru the lanyard and jacket)approach me and ask some my particulars... Muahaha... The stranger start off with friendly talk,asking am i waiting for a fren then go on asking my sch, sec sch, age, where i lived... Funny... self interpretation guys...

I'm dissapointed by the reaction. Its not praises that i want, its the reaction tt shows u care and happy for me that is important but why dun i feel its presence. Mayb u know that your reaction is hurting me and u just don't care or you are just into urself and forget that others like me who seemed to be 4eva cheerful got feelings too... I am a sensitive creature...
Dissapointment in silence.

Citygal outz...
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Firstly let me do some bdae wishes.
HAPPY BELATED 19TH BDAE TO MY DARLING RESHMA! Will meet her on tues, can't wait.. Hows clubbing yesterday, must be fun ya. hiak2.
HAPPY BDAE TO MY CAT DAUGHTER! SHE TURN 19 2DAY! can't sms her coz lost her no.hee...
HAPPY ADVANCED 19TH BDAE TO MY ANAK KAMBING RAZ! her bdae is 2moro, jgn naughty2 eh...

Yesterday went Bugis with Ana, have great fun. I was really tempted to buy the long sleeve flowery dresses but they cost 29 bucks, the cheapest is 19 bucks, i have not much cash with me. The stripe long sleeve shirt which look like sweatshirt really attracts me and it cost 20 bucks at this fashion. Theres alot of it at Bugis but i don't dare ask the price bcoz as if its expensive, i'll have heartache, if its affordable i still can't afford to spend my money on clothes anymore, theres still transportation, bade presents i have to spend on.

Oh ya, i have read the novel shopaholic and i almost be one. Should take that as a lesson to spend carefully. Ya, wanna work but am afraid can't cope with it, so drop the idea. I was like looking 4ward to it but after thinking about all the projects, i don't think working is a good idea.

Oh ya just now bump into evon at J8. What a coincidence. Was there to find a gift to my sec teacher. Visiting her home this tuesday. I am excited, haven't met her for bout 2 years! Cikgu! Here i come!

Citygal outz... Njoy ur holz... Merry Christmas!
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Morning guys! 10 mins to lunch got sotong sambal, potato cutlets... Yummy, my mum cooked she's a great cook i tell you. Will be lunching with my brother coz he's also having 3 wk holz.

Yesterday went JB with mum and bro, man i spent money like water. I never brought much cash though have bout 79 rinngit in hand and a fraction of the money spent on darling reshma's present, hope she love it. I love buying presents but the problem is that i dunno what to buy for people. Haiz.

Bought a pink beaded slipper, toe rings and spongebob keychain. Muahaha, all my fav things, so happy... Ate at pizza hut, a treat from bro. Neways he's always the one treating us everytime went JB. Love him lotz. I'm not the one shopping, bro and mum also bought something from themselves. Hee.

I was thinking of working and gonna search for jobs with intan next wk, but dunno if i will be ever to cope with my studies and house chores at home. I believe i can.

Citygal outz.
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Man, i've been busy with projects and when i wanna destress i prefer hanging out then facing the computer, that is why i have not benn blogging for quite sometime.

Neways, have a great day yesterday. Be prepared for a long entry... Hee.. Though morning not that great. Reached school at 10 in the morning to do last time touch up for IB project. As usual i flopped my presentation but i did improve as in i manage not to see my q card. Hee.. Neways school was funlah, especially with mak scorpion(zila) and my anak kambing(raz).

After lunch at school, meet up with dearie ana at cosway point. By the time reached there is nearly 5. Went round cosway pnt as i have not been there for quite sometime. Then bump into yu ling, ting ting, tanni and her cute little cuzzie. She's damn cutelah and she so sweet not like the three dajie... muahaha... Then bought can drinks and doughnut, ana belanja me then we hang out in front of civics while eat and chat. She talk alot, pouring her feelings... Then went to her house to pray, met her nephew and niece, they are so damn cute. After praying i follow ana to buy something then i head off to AMK to meet dear mum and bro who went to buy washer machine as our old washer machine have break down. Hee. Oh ya, on our way to ana's house met raz, she was riding vespa with her dear boyfren. I shout her name with all my might,sori raz, if the whole woodlands now knew your name. Muahaha.

Me, mum and brother walk our way to pasar mlm at AMK, just to but vadeh. Bought it on tues and just love it. Met sec schoolmate, norimah and nurul and ahead met fazzley, my nephew @ sec/pri schoolmate. Hee.. By the time reach home was damn exhausted especailly when i have been walking with heels.

What a day haa... Neways, my frenz, njoy ur 2 weekz holiday and my noisy ploymates, i'm looking 4ward to our outing to escape... Weee...
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Man i feel so weak and my throat is dry.. And my head feels heavy.. I wanna sleep but theres lots of things to do. I am supposed to do my homework and iron clothes but here i am blogging... I just dun feel like doing work. Need a break...
2day after school, met with my god sis and her friend who is my brother's and my childhood friend, our family are close but it seems that we have lost contact as its been 2 years since his family visit our house during Hari Raya. We don't visit them either.. Hee... My parents too busylah.
Its been years since i saw him and he look different, he's a nice guy, never fails to make me laugh. At last got to saw him sia. My brother used to be in the same secondary school with him. Wish we could spend more time.
At times i feel so tired to be the one who takes the initiative. People don't seem to give a damn over me. I don't mind being the one who takes the iniative but when that someone don't seem to appreciate ur efforts and our care and concern, it hurts alot.... But though it still hurts, i'll get over it and keep on trying...
Citygal outz...
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I can't imagine i have to spend my weekend facing the computer.. Haiz...
Yeah, watched happy feet with the noisy galz, Raz and Zila. Man, the movie is damn touching and cuteleh... Maybe the three of us is the noisiest in theatre that time. muahaha. I wanna buy the penguin plush, mumble or ramon though i dunno whether its out yet. Even its out i can't afford to buy one. Hee...
Yesterday went to town with dutbin daughter. She shopped alot sia whereas i end up going home empty ended... Hee but i don't intend to buy anything anyway. Hee..
Wah, lots of ica coming and i have not prepared for any, i'm gonna die... just pray the best for me kz.

Heres a song lyric by Saiful from malaysian idola, he's damn cute i tell you.

Saiful: Ku juga mencintaimu
Sukarnya 'tuk ku melupakan
Sinar matamu yang menawan
Terbayang-bayang tiap masa
Senyuman mu menggoda

Kehangatan terasa di jiwa
Tika kau lafaz kata cinta
Nafas terhenti seketika
Seakan sukar ku percaya
Ooh…oh…

(Korus)
Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buatku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu

Sukarnya untukku ucapkan
Ku takut akan kehilangan mu
Akan ku buat segalanya
Untukmu kekasihku

Cuma satu yang belum terluah
Kalimah cinta kau nantikan
Bila masa dan ketika
Tidak dapat ku menjawabnya
Ohhh….

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Mengapa sukar ku luahkan
Bukan sengaja ku menahan
Bibir membeku lidah terkelu

Ku juga mencintai dirimu
Kau amat sempurna buatku
Bukan saja aku biarkan
Kan ku ucap jua padamu

(Bridge)
Semalaman ku menunggu panggilanmu
Pabila terdengar suaramu
Ku terlupa segalanya
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