I just can't wait for the projects to finish. My head feels heavy. I just wish i can go somewhere right now and have a peace of mind, no distubance, no dissapointments, no worries.

At times i think i'm too prone to dissapointments, that bit of it doesn't hurt anymore. I'm beginning to have this bad attitude, if ppl are ignorant, shouldn't i be the same... I'm going stronger as days goes by but i still lack the confidence. Is it contradicting? No, right?

I don't know why my diskette can corrupt suddenly and it happens at this point of time, it contains my research for the past few days but i think i'm able to redo it. No doubt.

Just now lunch with Ana, just hope can spent more time with her and Reshma, just miss them... Social interaction is deprived bcoz of projects such that i sms less and go out less. 1 more month Siti and it will be over.

Citygal outz.
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Taufik's NYP concert on friday was great. No one will realise that the concert was free as he never fails to keep us entertain and exceed expectations. His first appearance was enough to surprise us. Instead of appearing on stage where we expected him, he appears at the entrance where the audience came from. He was as charming as always. I like his style man. He was cool all the way and entertaining the crazy fans. Hee... I'm not one of them, i remain calm and relax. I do get to snap pictures of him but its not clear cause i was sitting at the back. Conclusion, enjoyed myself.

Saturday went down to school again to support zila. Zila contesting in Hip Hop Hunt Competititon. Man, she is a great dancer. She was dancing with great face expressions. I could say she was the most outstanding dancer. P.S jgn kembang mak scorpion.
Yeah, enjoyed the competition, lots of great performances. Her group went in 4th. Theres always another chance. I believe you will suceed one day with your outstanding talent. Hiak2.

For me, been irritated with my computer, its been worst, getting slower. To the extent i really can cry. Imagine staying until 12 plus to do research and found out the saved document is empty. The saved document even have its tittle so i can't have saved it wrongly right? Haiz. Now i just prefer to use the school comp. Why must this happen when it need it most?

Citygal outz...
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I don't wanna hope anymore cause i know its not worth hoping and waiting anymore cause i can feel it.

At times we tried very hard to make things right but it turned out to be the worst... When these happens, I just feels dissapointed because our main intention us good... Haiz...

Lots of things to do, piles of projects, exams coming... I have not been revising, i'm afraid i have problem studying for my exams.

Now have work hard on my projects.... take care...

2moro attending Taufik's concert in school! Love him...

Citygal outz...
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Weee.... Took the same bus with sweet preety Siti just now and we chat and chat. Its been sometime since i bump into her. Just got to know her eyes is brown...Gorgeous...

Projects and projects.... its giving me headache, now whenever i wanna go out, i'll think twice, furthermore my cash is tight. Nevermind, save money hor...

Now everyone is planning to go Uni or NIE and for me my answer will always be the same. To work after graduating but the problem is i have no idea which sector or jobs i gonna take. Will have to do research and survey... muahaha....

Citygal outz...
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Found this lyric from Fazzley, though i never hear it b4 but the lyrics are meaningful. The story depicts a person who miss the lover like hell...

Sesaat Kau Tiada

Oh angin kirimkan
Lagu cinta ini padanya
Bisik di hatinya ho yea
Kekasihku menanggung rindu
Sesaat kau tiada

Resahku sendiri tanpa mu
Gelisah hati tak keruan
Ingin rasanya kau di sisi
Sayangnya kita berjauhan

Mungkin ini rindu
Datang tika kau tiada oh yeah
Rindu aku rindu
Ingin kuluahkan
Sambutlah kasihku

This song by UNIC has always been my favourite, cause part of the lyric depicts my real feeling...

Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu

Kupendamkan perasaan ini
Kurahsiakan rasa hati ini
Melindungkan kasih yang berputik
Tersembunyi di dasar hati

Kupohonkan petunjuk Illahi
Hadirkanlah insan yang sejati
Menemani kesepian ini
Mendamaikan sekeping hati

Oh Tuhanku berikanlah ketenangan abadi
Untukku menghadapi resahnya hati ini
Mendambakan kasih insan yang kusayang

Di hati ini hanya Tuhan yang tahu
Di hati ini aku rindu padamu
Tulus sanubari menantikan hadirmu
Hanyalah kau gadis pilihanku

Kerana batasan waktu
Adat dan syariat
Menguji kekuatan keteguhan iman
Insan yang berkasih

Citygal outz
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Saturday went to Rachel's bdae party. She look gorgeous man.. Hee.. Went with Zila and met Anu there. Zila was preety and i was sweet... muahaha

Monday! Hate this day especially when theres presentation at the first lesson.. Arghh.. and it was a bad one... Forget bout it.

I'm hungry but actually i have eaten at Sakura with Ana, reached home 8 something went straight to on the computer to do last edtting on my project. Seeing all the couples, make me feel like being one of them... Haiz, Ana suddenly pop a funny question in MRT, seronok jadi single?(it is fun being single) I bet she doesn't get enough of single life... muahaha...

Okies, gonna grab something...

Citygal outz...
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I wanna scream! I wanna jump! I wanna dance! Hyrul Anuar accept my friend request and he views my profile! Actually no big thing, he's just viewing one of his thousands fan's profile... Haiz, i just love admiring his face, he's just damn cute... Owww..

Later gonna head to Rachel's bdae party, 2day i'm not gonna write things that gonna hurt me.. Let all the hurt and sad stories go away. But theres one thing, i can't 4get, my dear grandma was admitted in hospital because of high fever, wish she will be alright soon. Just visited her yesterday and i believe she will be fine soon. Love u grandma! muax!

Meeting zila later to rachel's bdae party... Njoy ur wkend frenz...

Citygal outz...
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School starting 2moro and there will be presentation...
Haiz.. Yesterday went Mustafa Centre with mum and bro at night... Wee... What a coincidence that i met the stranger agian and we chatted again... Hiak2. Man, imagine u only have 35 bucks and u spend 30 bucks on a bag... Man, i spend alot when i don't have much of it. My savings at bank have thinned, been withdrawing money. Usually buy things using pocket money given by my parents but they are abit tight on financial now, so just pocket money for eat and transport...

Haiz and just now have breakfast at little india with my family, eat paper thosai... My favourite.. Then went to the shop near my house and spend on a flowery dress. Imagine i used the money i withdraw not more than 2 hrs! Man... So when i went out with ana to town, i was damn budget... Hee... Just bought doughnut and a drink, 2 bucks...

Kz, school is at 9 2moro... Gotta sleep... Nites my frenz...
Oh ya, pray for my presentation... Tanx...

Citygal outz...
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Slamat hari raya aidiladha to all muslims.
Yesterday was a great family gathering, we chat and jokes alot.We are a bunch of niosy people, together the old and the young. We won't stop teasing its each other. Too bad i never take any pictures. My 4 year old nephew is so chubby and he rarely cries. He is just damn adorable.
Its like everyone asking whther i finished school. And when i meet them again they will be asking me what job i am having? Will it be a good answer? As in what job will i be holding... Haiz, thinking bout the future is just damn scary...

oh ya. happy new year guys! Was busy bout hari raya and merely 4got bout new year... Hee.. New year resolution anyone? For me, i just wanna gain confidence in whatever i do, graduate and find a job, save money and do my braces. For jobs, i'm not fussy but the environment is important, for the salary, for a start i don't expect anything high. It is not important how much we got but how we spent it. Hee... Is that siti radiah talking? hee...

Thurs wnet to vivocity with intan and daya. We took some pictures but i'm just lazy to put it up. Will put it up next time aites. We had great fun and it seems that i have lots to buy. I'm crazy over teddy bears! Was gonna buy one to add to my soft toy collection on my bed but i better spend my money on more imporatnt things. And yeah wanna see night at the musuem and ya still sayang to spend my money. I think i got to buy new clothes... Heee...

Happy holz guys! Njoyz..

Citygal outz...
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