I am actually browsing thru blogskins but none attract me. Its not that they don't have creative and nice ones but i need something that is simple but attractive and carries message that matches my personality... Haiz... This is the problem u faced when u don't know how to create your own blogskin...

Yesterday start work at Cheng San Community Centre. Today is my off day... Hee... Now i have to sacrifiec one weekend as i am suppose to work on one weekend and off on one weekdays. The working environment was warm and friendly. I was put at the counter and yesterday i still do not dare to answer the calls or attend to customers, they will ask lots of questions and most of them spoke mandarin. I still lack of confidence but i just hope i'll gain my confidence 2moro... Hee... Should use my receptionist experiences as a guide... Muahaha...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 1:52 AM
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How times flew so fast....
Its been a month since i last finish my exams...
And Its been a month since i'm jobless...

Last week was quite a hectic and fun week for me... This entry gonna be long... So guys be prepared... Hee...

Monday afternoon, the flyer distributor agent called and told me to meet him at about 6 plus to pass me the flyers. As a result i was late for dinner with Razinah and Azila. I was so happy that i got to meet them, we can't stop laughing and as usual they can't stop teasing me...

So on Tuesday, i start my flyer distributor job... Man, it was really tiring and discouraging, i nearly gave up. I stopped after 3 hours and after distributing about 800 fliers... Cool... Not bad haa... And yeah the flats i was assigned to was 10 minutes walk from home.... Hee... Then go home, bath and prepare to meet mummy at Pasar Geylang.

So on wednesday morning i continue distributing flyer though my body was aching... I worked for only 2 hours and then called the agent and told him that i left about 200 flyers and will not continue as i got something on whereas the real reason is that i'm already damn demotivated.. Bored and tired... In the afternoon went to Bugis with my brother on his bike... Wee.... He bought me a shoe for my bdae although its sometimes in April and of course i chose the shoe, its in white, i like! Then at night went out with brother and mummy to Amk Hub... Go home damn exhausted...

Man, did i bore u guys? Let me shorten this... So, i decided to continue distributing flyers on Thursday, then met Intan, daya, Fairuz and Syamira at Dhoby Ghaut. After that went to a recruitment agency with Ana and the recruitment agency wanna gave me a data entry job at a Community Centre but i still waiting for answer...

Friday was a reunion outing... Me, Ana and Reshma finally met up with Maz after not meeting up with her for years ,only manage to see her through frenster... We had a great time... Hee....

Man, so whats the week ahead ya? Muahaha....

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 9:13 PM
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I'm in a mess... Dissapointment again and again... Yesterday, someone called saying tt she got assignment for me, distribute flier door to door... Her people will call me 2day... You know i'm really looking forward to the job because i believe it will be an interesting experince. But its 1 39 pm and i have not received any call yet... Instead, i received a call from a company, i have an interview at Seneko on Weds, finally... But i'm still looking forward to the flier distributor job although it will be hard earned money.

And yeah, received my results... As expected my results was poor, but i was kind of dissapointed. I got 4 Bs and 2 C+... What happened to me? I got C+ for CRMP, man i'm dissapointed with myself.. People have always said i've tried my best to keep me happy but i know the result is always dissatisfying... Put that aside, at last i graduated! Man, time flew so fast! Really miss my Nyp frenz especially the noisy gals... They have always been there for me... Projects, class, lunch, lectures... I never got sick of them and now, i dun get enuf of them... No worries, 2day we gonna have dinner 2gether! Yummy... But budget dinner ahz, i'm tight on cash...

He's confusing me... What do he want from me... Yeah, i am naive but u can't kid me kz... I also got my own stand and feelings ok... Why i kept meeting guys like him? I hate ppl who take advantage of my sincerity...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 10:36 PM
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Kadangkala apabila aku ingin mendekati seseorang itu,aku berasa seakan seseorang itu semakin jauh dari diriku...
Dan apabila aku cuba menjauhi seseorang itu, mengapa seseorang itu semakin mendekati diriku walaupun ku telah cuba mengelakkan diriku dari dirinya...
Aku tidak tahu apa yang harus aku lakukan, harus kah aku terus mengejar orang yang semakin jauh atau mungkinkah orang yang selama ini aku melarikan diri darinya adalah tidak seperti apa yang aku sangkakan....
Adakah aku salah mentafsirkan kepribadian seseorang itu...
Aku tidak akan mengharap sesuatu yang tak mungkin terjadi...
Kini, aku hanya dapat berdoa pada illahi untuk bimbingannya...

At times, a person doesn't turn out as what we expected them to be... At times, we tried to avoid the person, thinking, they does not deserve our friendship, our instict told us that they just doesn't seemed to be sincere in the friendship and have other motive...
But we have to remember insticts are not always right...
And at times when we follow our insticts and own perception, it may be difficult to get out of it if we made the wrong descision....

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 1:21 AM
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My wkend was fun and enjoyable...
Saturday start with a job search with Jiamin but it was such a dissapointment, manage to apply at 2 shops only... Then hang out at Mc for awhile then i have to go cause i'll be going to uncle's place for family feast in late afternoon...

Man, i just eat alot, sat nite, family feast @ prayers, briyani, sun morning, uncle's big day, briyani, sun afternoon, briyani.... huak2... Man, i can feel the fats around my stomach and i ate lots of the cake icing... When malays wed, they exchange gifts, and the bride's side gave a big cake with lots of icing and lots of my relative doesn't favour the icing... So me and my cuzzie, Mira can't stop going into the kitchen and grabbed the icing... muahaha...

Have lots of fun, especially with the lil ones.. My youngest nephew stole the limelight, he was damn adorable... Oww... Next week, meeting up again cause granny moving out top my 2nd big cuzzie's house...

Gonna meet up with ana and reshma later! Can't wait... And yeah, can i be a housewife instead? My dad's friend and my uncle been telling me yesterday that i should consider teaching? But i'm not good in any subject and my eng sucks... Haiz...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 8:21 PM
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Its been a week since my last paper... I remember my last paper was on thursday and i can't described how happy i was... And now i've been hanging around at home, been reading, browsing newspapers and internet for work and surfing the net for hours and not forgetting housekeeping...

So far i have sent about 8 resumes and i have yet to receive any phone call for them.. I would love to work as a customer service officer and sales asst/promoter as i loved interacting with ppl and when they are happy, i have the feeling of satisfaction. I just don't know how to describe in words... But i don't know if i have the capability to provide quality service but i must believe in my capability right? Just pray for me guys, that at least one of them give me a call... Love you guys, heee....

Right now, just feeling like going out but i just can't afford to, i have to save my transport allowance for work later... Haiz.... At least i will be out in the weekend... Having some prayers @ family feast at my uncle's place then sunday is my uncle's big day... 2moro afternoon me n dajie gonna go down AMK hub and see if theres any place for us... muahaha...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 8:44 PM
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Hey ya...
It seems that my graduating friends are really celebrating their days after school... They were not seen in msn for the last few days... For me been going out the past few days but not today, can't afford to, i'm on budget, now must rely on my parents for transport and food until i got my first salary... Haiz, that will be a more than a month...

So no entertainment and shopping for me, only window shopping... I hope i will control my spending when i got my salary. I'm kind of a spendrift actually... Have to save for my braces, aim to save at least 100 bucks per month? Can i do it? Pray for me guys...

Sometimes i tried to be ignorant and show this don't care attitude but i just can't, cause its me... But i don't want people to misunderstood my politeness as at the other side i'm irritated or frustrated but i'm not a hypocrite ok... Maybe i can't bear to hurt people or i just don't know how to say no to people... Argghh... I dunno... But when i'm angry its horrible... Ok, 4get bout it, i wanna spend my life happily...

Now, i'm aimless... I don't have any plans for my future... What job to take, my long term goal... I'm the type which go with the flow but now i don't think the concept will work... Haiz..

Right now enjoying life, gonna start reading again... hee...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 4:32 AM
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Hey guys! I'm back...
Headache sia... U guys dunno what i've gone thru to get to this blogger post... Man...
I've been wanting to update but my blogger and internet gave probs, and i was busy last few weeks so i can't bear to waste my time trying and waiting... Hee...

School ended... I will be a full career women soon... Just can't believe it man... I just can't believe that i gonna work, it seems that i got phobia working, cause i dunno what to expect and i scared i'll do lots of mistakes...

But people learnt from mistakes, in working world, the important thing is the attitude and discipline. Agree guys?

I've learnt to be stern in my descision and the way i expressed myself, at times people tend to take us for granted if we are too kind and ussually our kindness are not appreciated although we are sincere...

I have always treasured friendship but i realised how hard i tried to maintain the frienship, if the other party is ignorant, it will never work... This shows i'm one sided... Some poeple just don't know the meaning of friendship. I'm not pointing to anyone, i'm speaking in general cause as i get older, many friendship are lost...

Will miss NYP and the ppl like hell... Wanna go back to school! Theres alot faces i will miss, he, her, they....

citygal outz...
Blogged @ 6:20 AM
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