Sunday, March 04, 2007
Hey ya...
It seems that my graduating friends are really celebrating their days after school... They were not seen in msn for the last few days... For me been going out the past few days but not today, can't afford to, i'm on budget, now must rely on my parents for transport and food until i got my first salary... Haiz, that will be a more than a month...
So no entertainment and shopping for me, only window shopping... I hope i will control my spending when i got my salary. I'm kind of a spendrift actually... Have to save for my braces, aim to save at least 100 bucks per month? Can i do it? Pray for me guys...
Sometimes i tried to be ignorant and show this don't care attitude but i just can't, cause its me... But i don't want people to misunderstood my politeness as at the other side i'm irritated or frustrated but i'm not a hypocrite ok... Maybe i can't bear to hurt people or i just don't know how to say no to people... Argghh... I dunno... But when i'm angry its horrible... Ok, 4get bout it, i wanna spend my life happily...
Now, i'm aimless... I don't have any plans for my future... What job to take, my long term goal... I'm the type which go with the flow but now i don't think the concept will work... Haiz..
Right now enjoying life, gonna start reading again... hee...
Citygal outz...
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