Yesterday was really a slacking day. Ana and me planned to jog at chong boon park that is situated opposite my house. Hee.. But she managed to jog 2.5 rounds only bcoz she suffered from blisters while i manage to do 4 rounds but we play cheat cause we use the smaller track... Hee...

Then we went back to my place and fall asleep, got up and we ate then ana gave me a makeover.. As we are on budget we walk to amk mrt station and then head to woodlands where we window shopped for afew minutes. Then set off to her house and i just can't get enough of Martin, ana's nephew. Then after our lunch at her house, ana fall asleep again. I nearly fall asleep but managed to stay awake cause was watching a malay movie.

I need to save up alot but with the amount of money i'm earning, i dunno whether i can marked my goals. Aimed to get my braces done by next years or next 2 years and brother been wanting to get a new comp. So i have to share the cost with him, at least the burden will be lesser lah...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 9:02 PM
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I just don't understand some people... i just don't understand what they used their hp for... Thruout my hp life, i never replied sms late unless i was damn buzy or asleep...
Its amazing how a person have the tendency not to reply to messages when we are waiting like hell for their reply... Man... Whatever lah... I just don't give a damn...

I'm supposed to meet Ana after work but poor gal her grandma is sick so she had to accompany her grandma... I am so tired but felt like window shopping, looking for a belt but cannot find a shopping partner... haiz...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 12:41 AM
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Man, thursday, i was helping my manager to pack grocery for the needy when suddenly i felt that one of my fingers is empty. I should have a gold ring on one of my finger! At that moment my eyes was staring onto a shiny thingy in the floor! That was my ring! Luckily i notice it man, my mum just bought it for me few days ago and it cause 200 plus... i dun dare tell anyone except admit it in the blog... Man, i'm just so careless, ashamed of myself. This is not the first time, i dropped my gold bracelet before at my auty's house and one of my aunty's spot it. It bacame an issue... Haiz, i'm just so lucky... I can't imagine if it drops without me noticing...

Oh yeah, i decided not to take up any degree. It is just too expensive and i need to save up for my braces. I decided to invest on mandarin courses. It will be fun... I don't want to stop learning and i just miss school lah.. Oh evon, i miss ice skating too... Shu ying, join us lah!

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 7:14 PM
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2moro is friday! Yahooo.... Time just flew so fast...

Monday went out with my lil' sisters, heee... Intan, fairuz and daya. Have lunch 2gether and just chat and chat at j8. Then at bout 6 i have to set off to town to meet Ana and Reshma, oh how much i miss them. But i dropped at somerset first to pray at Al Falah. We have dinner at Sakura at we sat there and chat till 8 plus. By the time we finish eating the shops are closing and we can't shopped.

Oh yah, at bishan met eddy and her gal. Its funny that i 4got his name at that time. So i just tapped his shoulder and he pat me back. Hiak2... Then at AMK MRT station, at bout 9 plus met Rachel on my way hm... Hee... So happy that day, meet all the people i misses...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 1:14 AM
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Artist: Beyonce
Title: Listen


Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own
Blogged @ 7:41 PM
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At work now... Nothing to do and there is no customers, so as usual sunday i always slack. Unless my manager comes in, cause she will hand me work to do. Hee...

My manager is so sweet... She found out that the agency is giving the temp staffs low salary... She talked to my agent on phone for about 15 minutes. She even say that they are making use of cheap labour and it is unfair to us that we have to go down twice every month to hand in the timesheet then go down again and collect the cheque and that the whole process slows down the collection of salary whereas we may need it urgently. I was touched man. But nothing could be done by my agent, i understand its the company policy. My manager suggest that i work full time but its a 2 yr contract and the pay is quite alright. I told her that i intend to study overseas so she told me that if i work full time at least i can save quite alot. But i really don't have future plans, i don't even know what degree to take. I intend to take diploma in early childhood but my biz management diploma will be wasted, so let be it.

I felt abit bad when i told my manager my descision that i don't wanna work full time. I gave reasons that i prefer to work office hours as i need to pray and that i thought of looking for HR job whereas i intend to look for customer service/sales positions... Hee...
I am so confused man, don't know where i heading also... Pray the best for me kz buddies...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 6:31 PM
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I can only tag my blog at my house computer, not my workplace computer. Whereas i can tag other people's blog at my workplace... Why ah? Now i rarely used my house comp, firstly tight schedule and secondly the computer is damn slow...

I am in a dillema. My contract ends at July and i don't know what's my next step. The staffs have been asking me to apply as a permanent staff.. I love them but i don't like the fact that i have to work afternoon shift and one weekend and the fact that i will be working at ang mo kio, my hometown for the future years. How boring!

But i'm really comfortable here and i don't want to step out of my comfort zone... Yesterday got citizenship day, all the GRLS and manager are here. My general manager who are located at teck ghee cc approached me yesterday. Since we have never met before, i do a short introduction. He asked me to joined as a perm, i know my heart says 'no' cause i have planned to search a new job on june or july for more experiences. But i can say no to him, will be insulting right... i just say i'm fine with it... He says i'll be working in teck ghee cc after my contract but my colleague insisted i worked here, she says teck ghee cc the environment is not tt good but the general manager insisted here no vacancy. Mayb i'll just reject the offer but he already plan to arrange interview for me... haiz...
Blogged @ 7:56 PM
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Great... He gave me false hope, dissapeared... And Monday morning he can gave me a greeting msg, like its not enough to make me boil, he send a sweet meaningful msg to me in the night. But its not meaningful to me since he is the one who sent it.. Kwang2. I'm being nasty but pleaselah. He started it first. Actually its my fault for giving him a chance to enter my life. I knew it he's not been serious but i don't wanna believe my conscience and thought of giving him a chance. For me, i am willing to accept anyone as a friend although they may be a playboy, smoker... I don't care. In friendship, as long as you are sincere, it will be bloom even your characteristics is opposite each other... But my conscience proof me right, he doesn't deserve chances, he doesn't deserve my friendship.

This few days, friendship problem been budging me. At times, we tried so hard but it just doesn't turn out. We gave up but i tried again until we got sick of it and no longer wanna put any effort. It hurts when our effort to mantain friendship just doesn't work out and not appreciated. Haiz...

Yesterday ate paper thosea with my family! I've been waiting for the moment... Then spent the whole day at big cuzzie's place where grandma is staying... Watched X Men 3 then spent whole day chatting and entertaining my lil nephews especially baby afiq. Hee... Big cuzzie gave me her louis viton handbag! I dun even know how to spell the brand name... Hee. Its ori kz, so sweet of her...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 7:10 PM
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