Haiz... I'm tired.. i tried not to pick up the calls, change my tone that i'm not less interested in the conversation but he goes on and on... He's a nice guy thats why i'm always scared to hurt him... But i dun feel the care he had as a friend or even for a small sister, i just felt that i'm more like a discussion forum where he rattles on and on and i hardly have anything to say... And the topic is ussually things which i'm less familiar or interested... Man, u guys won't understand what i am talking about unless u go thru what i went thru... I'm confused, should i walked away or just carry on with the friendship but i'm really tired...

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Friday, our gathering ends up with 7 ppl at Pizza Hut. It was supposed to be a sharing session but everyone seems to be excited in catching up with each other that the conversation is within themselves rather than a group conversation. I wanna engage them into the grp conversation but too bad i was sitting at the corner and ends up sitting there quietly and admiring each of their fragmented conversations.... But i do manage to slot myself in a small conversation here and there.... But overall we enjoyed ourselves... At least we manage to meet up...

Citygal outz...
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Evon's bdae celebration at town was great... Firstly we went for neoprints and photo taking at hereen toilet... Then we have our dinner coz its already 5 30. After dinner we went for a movie. We watched Fantastice 4! It was a great movie, we love the silver surfer! After the movie which was already 8 at that time, we tried finding a place where we can seat down at have dessert, swensens is too pack so we dicided to go this restaurant at cinileisure. I bought chips n cookies ice cream and then we surprise Evon with a mini rapsberry cheesecake... hee... Fun2... It might not be my birthday but it is a memorable nite for me.. And yeah, Evon treat us to the movie and dinner, tanx Evon.. Love u!

I was checking my frenster when i suddenly found out i received 2 msges. One is from a guy who asked me out at night on the day i add him at msnand sice then i ignored him. That happen month ago so i thought he's gone for good but he have the cheek to send me a smile on frenster. The other guy has an eng name(is he a chinese?) and is 23, he leave his hp no. and told me he wanna meet me. I'm also afraid its a prank... Coz his frenster dun have his particulars and his profile is very2 short, its almost empty... I decided to ignore the msges after careful thinking. Man, why do i always meet weird, scary ppl... Haiz...

Graduation ceremony soon, but i'm not excited...
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Haiz, at times the person, we just wished to get close just gets further and the ones we like to avoid just gets closer...

Its enuf tt i'm hurt, i dun want to hurt others...
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When i just thought he dissapeared for good he appears. Although the incident doesn't last more than a minute, i just hate him more...

I received a miss call yesterday so i just called him back without knowing it is his home no.

Firstly he makes me repeat my number afew times, as in trying 2 remember whose number is that, then when he still can't remember he asked my name. Then there was a moment of silence(he may be browsing his hp to see which siti he just called) then he finally got the courage to talk... Though he was mumbling, asking me where am i am(i bet other gal was on the other line, can hear from his voice), i never answered his qn but instead with frustration i told him, i miss ur call so i called back(without knowing its YOU), he knows i'm frustrated, he said he will call back(I'm sure a gal is on the other line). I bet he will never call back and i'm right, he never call back... Hate him...

Citygal outz...
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Haiz, busy schedule, running here and there... Theres not even one day i can stay at home to read book or even go online...

Yesterday was a nice day and a big day for Dear arfah... It was her engagement day, she looks gorgeous man... Oh ya, waited princess zila for nearly an hour at tamp interchage. I even started a conversation with a makcik, actually she start first lah then another makcik joined in. Hee... Kecohz...

We stayed back at arfah's place quite long, stayed back to take photos. Zila's muddy mud came later on. I think they make a perfect match, tk malu like her, gila like her and most of all like to make fun and laugh at others. Zila jgn marah ya, aku ckp yg benar.

Suppose to meet ying after tt but time doesn't permits because she got something on. So i called and msged around if anyone is available.. But none is... So just headed hm.. After my prayers at 7 plus, go to amk to return lib bkz, bought bubble tea, round2 for awhile and headed hm...

I tink he gave up on me, he send a few msges afew days back and lately i found tt my hp suddenly so quiet... Watever lah...

Citygal outz...
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