She brought in upon herself. She knew this bound to happen. Everyone knew. I tried my best to change her decision, but i failed... And now when she's down i can't say u are the one who chose this way. What did u expect me 2 do when i have tried my best to help her at the first place. I just loved her though i'm abit taken back by her lots of times. I'm becoming more ignorant and i dun know if she sense it but how ignorant i tried to be, i end up caring 4 her.

As i grew older, i learnt to accept ppl's weakness like how others accept my weakness. Everyone is not born perfect and i'm not too and that is certainly definite. Its been years now but i miss him, i have always treasured his friendship... But he's gone and i know he won't be back....

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 4:52 AM
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Another week and my contract ends... I will miss the ppl here and of course working at Cheng San CC itself... But no worries, i will be down at Cheng San CC once in a while as i have officially joined Cheng San Youth Executive Committee..But since i'm new i'm not that involved, so far i have attend 2 meetings...

Saturday was malay dance competition at Cheng San CC. I just loved their costumes man, it is so colourful and unique compared to my school times, all the costumes are damn simple...

Friday is dad's bdae, wanna treat him but dunno where he wants 2 eat... Food2... Hee...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 8:14 PM
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U guys might be asking hows the finals for Anugerah or u guys might not even be interested.. Watever it is, i will tell, no worries... haha... So Aliff, the 16 yrs old, known as the whisperer bcoz he sings in a whisper tone. Unique haa? and my Roslan is the bottom two but the 4 finalists are just great. Roslan have a great voice but yeah he's just too nervous and i knew it he can do better... So all the best for all 4! Its the start of the journey! And yeah, my lover @ idol (Hyrul Anuar) perform on the finalz, he is just the best!

I will be going off from work soon but i still couldn't find a job although i have sent more than 10 resumes. Wish me luck frens... I know i will be unemployed for afew mnths... I take it as a break. I'm still thinking whether to persue my studies. Even if i do, it will be in about 2 yrs cause i need to save up money as i will be on my own financally, and even if i do i don't know what course to take. My seniors at work have been telling me to persue my studies since i have a diploma. Haiz...

30 more hrs and i can knock off from work! Meeting Reshma and Ana @ town! Yipee!....

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 2:19 AM
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Man, my heart is burning... Although tt one person is not related at all to me but he nearly create a stir between 2 close friends. Luckily the problems are managed to be avoided before it was even created.... Its just not nice to blog about this... i just want her to be happy, i dun want her to be dissapointed but its all up to her..

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Put aside tt, u guys have to watch Anugerah 2007! Those who are close to me should have known tt i'm crazy about Hyrul Anuar, the winner from last season. And now i'm admire Roslan bcoz he almost got the same voice as Hyrul! But i just love the 4 finalists, Aliff, Maia, Roslan and Nuwarrah. All the best for them...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 7:08 AM
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Man, whats wrong with me... I keep telling myself to be careful when doing my work. But this few days i have been damn careless... I noticed that i dun have the habit of seeing a problem deeply, my intention is just to offer best service and help them... Yesterday my accounts short of 10 bucks, i either misplace it or i 4got to collect from my customer. I dun mind using my money to pay that 10 bucks but the problem is now this shows how irresponsible i am. I am too busy entertaining the customer that i never took the money seriously... I am dissapointed with myself.. I have to make sure i do my work very careful, it doesn't matter if i have to do my work slowly...

I am confused... I dunno which path i am to take... I keep changing my directions, first thought of degree in social service, then mandarin course... And now apprenticeship in early childhood with a company, the briefing is on this sat. I dun mind coming down but the prob is tt i have promised to have a date with mum.. haiz... my schedule is really pack. I tried my best in sparing time with the ppl i care... My head is really cramp, at times i just felt like screaming, my mind is in a mess... But nobody knows whats inside, i've always smiling and be my crazy self, this is beacause to those ppl who never failed to brighten up my day... I dun wanna spoil their day with my moody face or foul mood...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 6:50 PM
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