Some people changed for the better, some people changed for the worst, some people never changed at all...

How do you feel if a friend who have left you for years and came back as if nothing had happened?

As people said it, ignorance is a bliss. It is really a bliss and it is really 'wonderful' that someone don't realise that i am being ignorant. That shows how much that someone 'care' for me.

A gathering? Why the sudden? You ignored us for years and suddenly you tell us, 'lets meet up'?

Friendship is beautiful if you are sincere but it can be a pain if you abuse it....

Citygal outz...
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Its quite a dissapointment that i have been sending resumes for months and i have yet 2 get a job... I don't wanna admit defeat only that i felt stupid that i quit my Cheng San Community Club job. I'm missing it and only if i stayed, i'll be getting my Augusts pay soon... And now instead of staying hm as my savings is thinning, i have been going out recently... If i got a job i really need to be careful... I wanna do up my braces, i promise to pay brother half of the computer cost, i wanna take up mandarin course and thinking of getting a private degree...
Right now dun wanna think much, just wanna get a job...

I have always hoped that he came back cause i miss him lots. But i knew he won't return as he's been away more than a year. He will only came back when there is a miracle but he really came back recently thru frenster. Am i happy? I feel weird, was excited at the first place... I dunno, its really weird to keep in contact again with a friend who left u. But its not wrong to revive a friendship if tt someone is sincere... But i dun wanna be hurt again...
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Nowadays i feel so tired... My mind in a mess... Just wanna get out of it. I Just wanna work(yet to find a job) spend time with my loved ones; family, cuzzies, frenz, sistaz and my daughterz... hee...

Suddenly all the problemz came to me... Friendship, work... Ok, i really need to rest my mind, i dunno what i'm talking also... I'm getting more sensitive and gets angry easily, i always pray to God that i hope to control my anger level all the times...

Citygal outz...
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Wee... Yesterday Ying treat me and Evon to Swensens, i ate mac n cheese.. Nicee... We njoyed ourselves but i tink all of us are tired...

2Day met up with Adik Nicole, she's my colleague at Cheng San CC.. She wanna shopping although i'm the one who asked her out, so we walked n walked arnd Orchard and Bugis when she finally found the bag she really loved. Happy for her or else she looked dull all the way. Oh ya, was eating ice cream at Gelare when a gal in tudung(i have been admiring her coz she's preety and the way she dressed is very stylish) walk passed me and touch my arm lightly and say something... I was shock and turned to face her and was thinking whether i know her. U know what she say,'Preety'. I was too shock and ashamed to say anything and turned back and face Nicole. Actually i should have said 'u too'. But dunno if she's sincere maybe she caught me looking at her so she said that me... Paiseh seh... Weird...

Citygal outz...
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I never thought that a person i just knew can brighten up my dayz... A friend who never failed to give me encouragement, courage and support... But the antics and jokes that cheered me up everyday... My life is full of happiness and that is why i always tried to put a smile on this friend of mine... Although our friendship is beautiful, i can sense alot of differences between us... I sense that someone gonna get hurt.. I will just pray to God that this beautiful friendship will last...

Citygal outz...
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This is abit blurred cause i have to keep zooming in as this creature was very small, 4get the name though...

Me and Dear Evon snapped pics outside Zoo while waiting for dear Shu Ying...

This sign board was taken near the bus stop.....

Me and Mr Rhino...
Singapore Zoo!

Scary huh...

We planned to go Sentosa next or Night Safari... Yeah...

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Last few days, money have been flowing out like water whereas i'm an umemployed right now... Its dangerous right? Lets recap what i have bought the last few dayz...

Last Saturday went to Toa Payoh bought a white shoe,a shirt and a white crop but luckily it doesn't cause that much...

Wednesday went out the whole day with Ana after my interview at Tanjong Pagar.. Went to town but luckily i never bought anything then we went to woodlands, the shops which are located near Woodlands Sheng Siong. Bought pink skinny jeans and a black straight cut pantz.

2day went to Junction 8 with mummy, went there to get Adidas perfume for me and my brother. Nice sister haa, hope he like the smell... Then me and mummy head to Singapore Expo, bought a blouse and a brooch. Hee...

Tuesday, me, shu ying and evon heading to Zoo... I'm excited...

I keep doing things according to my insticts. God, i don't want to make wrong descisions. Too much dissapointments has cause me to be careful in making friends. But i don't want to hurt those who are sincere too..

Citygal outz...
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Wow, i'm now writing my 195th entry. Hard to believe right? I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who's been with me all the while... Hee...

This few days been great. Everyone around me makes me happy, her, him, you, they... Gee...

As you guys know, Monday is officially my last day at work.. But my manager requsted me to work on Sunday, of course i'm being paid lah... When i stepped into the office, my dear Auntie, Mdm Boo welcome me, she said she was very happy i am here and everyone was jealous that she have me to accompany her. Hee... Then afternoon came Din from Malay Activity Executive Committee, he's always down on Sunday. He said he called last few days to talk to me but they say i'm not working here anymore but what i was doing here... Thewn i have to do the explanation.. He thought i'm a degree holder and having my break... hee...
I'll miss them, i'm just used to them... But no worries, i'm inside the Youth Executive Committee, so i'll meet them once in awhile...

I watch alone with Daya and Intan... Fuyooo... Interesting.. Though the movie is not that scary, they love to give us a shock, especially with the sound effects... I caught myself jumping from the seat a few times... Hee.. But too bad was not having stomach upset that time, vomitted 4 times on the day itself.. Everytime i ate i will vomit it out.. So when to the clinic after that and was quite shock was having a fever also... Yesterday sleep like a log.. Now feeling better but still got stomach cramps..

Been sending resumes but no reply yet.. It strikes me that i changed my HP number whereas my resume puts my old number but no worries my mum using the number now so my mum can direct them to me... Hee...

Citygal outz...
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Happy.....
Just talking to him online makes up my day... I'm glad that we are still keeping in touch... The problem is that i don't know when he's serious and when he's joking...

Wah, 2moro i'll becoming back to work... Officially my last day is on Monday but 2moro the CC lacks of staff so the manager asked me to return 2moro as a favour... Its been about a week since i worked, will i'm able to do my work well? hee..

Miss my colleagues... I really love them, they pampered me lots they gave a pink file handbag stuffed with stationaries and on my last day Mr Woon treat me and 3 of our colleagues at Swensens'. I'll miss them, its been only 5 days since i last worked but i aleady miss working there...

Citygal outz...
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