Its been long since i update.... Been busy until i forgot that my dear sis Nicole is going off to Taiwan. I suddenly remembered last week and msg her but she never replied so i assumed she went off already. She have been telling me to sent her off and i remember its a Sunday. But i do told her to remind me maybe she's too buzy... Just hope she's not angry with me or what...

Last Sunday was helping out at Cheng San CC Bursary Awardz, was suppose to coordinate the the performance but man, the performers was damn late... Nothing much to do actually, i end up slacking around...

Work is hectic to the extend tt i really can breakdown, man..... I'm really tring my best at work i only need some encouragement and self confidence.

I am suppose to take things slowly but nobody will understand what i am i feeling bcoz i myself can't describe my own feelings right now. Received advices and opinion from my dear friends, though most is positive, there is negative opinion also which i think is very much correct. I don't want to see myself putting much effort, i don't want to get myself dissapointed...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 3:47 PM
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It is really hard to please everyone. At times we just had to sacrifice our feelings to please someone else. If we sacrifice our feelings and get ourself hurt, nobody will know and we can always comfort ourself... But if we were to hurt someone, we will not only affect the relationship but we will feel guility for hurting tt someone...

i have learnt not to be hopeful to avoid dissapointments and i have suceed. There is so much things in my head. I was so tired tt i dunno what i'm rattling during work, it seem tt my confidince is diminising but i can't let this go on. Siti gonna be strong. I'm just looking 4ward to the weekend...

Citygal outz...
Blogged @ 7:19 AM
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Jiamin, Yuling, me and Tanni

them, i was the one who took the pics so i was not there...

Syam and Kamarul, they just loved each other so much...

Went to Bugis with him, walk and walk and he finally found the watch he likes... Then we walk to RafflesCity and ate at BK, i only manage to eat half the burger. I was hungry but i don't feel like eating. Then met Syam at RafflesCity Starbuckz, was suppose to meet Razinah there too. Was hoping to meet her seh, but last min she can't make it... Miss her man..

Went home by train with Jiamin and Syam. Luckily we got to sweet... Hope to meet them again soon...

It is lifes nature that we don't always get what we wish for but sometimes even small things can make us contented although we knew tt what we wish for will never happen... The feelings are gone but i'm just happy tt we are still frenz...

Citygal outz...

Blogged @ 1:49 AM
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