Yesterday i came upon a forwarded email by my colleague. Although its a forwarded email, it is very meaningful, the email said; Life is all about choices. How each individual life goes about all depends on the choices each individual made in life.

I could have a shitty day at work because of a bad customer but i manage to giggle all the way home. That is because i tried to ignore the bad experience and chose to be happy. Why should i let a stranger spoil my whole day just like that. I have to accept that facing a bad customer is part of my job. What i do when i had a very bad experience with a customer is either take a toilet break or just sit down and let myslef cool down first.

Another scenario, I was sent for review with the top mangement for poor performance. I was down the whole day. I believe anyone in my place, will be feeling the same. My friend, make a joke, trying hard to cheer me up but i still won't smile. I even throw tantrums at him. I could have smiled and tell myself that believe i can do much better and everything could have changed.

When we had a bad day and we throw our tantrums to people who tried to make us smile, have we ever thought of how they felt? We may have spoilt their day with our tantrums when they are trying their best to cheer up our day.

This is my story to be shared with others. It is easier said then to be done but like i say, it is all up to the choices we made. We plan our life, the rest is up to God.

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1 tahun lebih telah berlalu....

Pahit manis telah kita lalui

Yang pahit kite jadikan pengajaran, yang manis kita jadikan kenangan indah

Tidak pernah ku rasa jauh darimu walau sesat pun

Kini tiada lagi ragu di hatku

Percayalah sayang, setiap hari yang berlalu membuat cintaku semakin kuat

Insyallah, diri ini akan sentiasa mengiringi cinta kita dengan doa

Sekiranya kita ditakdirkan hidup bersama, moga cinta suci dan tulus ini kekal untuk selamanya

Tetapi sekiranya tiada jodoh antara kita, biarlah cinta ini menjadi kenangan indah untuk kita berdua....

I think i spend alot for the upcoming Hari Raya. Since this year is the first Raya I'm having a full time job, i would like to be independent in my spendings for this raya. Clothes settled, bag settled(just bought a carlo rino bag which is on 20% discount), shoes settled(reused my DnD heels)... Left kuehs for home and also for colleagues at work.. Home decor if i still got some cash to spend. Hee... This also means that I have to give out green packets to little cuzzies. They have been asking me last year but I just started work last Raya and have not received my first pay.

My Carlo Rino bag! The first time i'm buying something branded, trust me...